Paulas blogg

Well hello everybody. Just thought it would be fun to write a bit about how things are. And I didn't feel like doing anything else, so here I am.

In general, things are good. My on-the-job training is going very well, it's diverse and I've learned a lot plus I've become aware of that I can do customer service pretty well, with some exercise. And you'd think, that after sewing all day I'd get enough, but actually, it's the complete opposite. I think I've never sewn this much this regularly in such a small period of time. I've learned new solutions and routine in my sewing. Really feeling it, but one thing is for sure. I do not want to start my own company or whatever. That would be too insecure and stressful for me.

My obsessive like sewing has again made me neglect my friends and I feel awful. I don't even really know why I sew so much. Well obviously yes, I do need clothes, but that's not the main reason. I guess part of it is that I miss my Johannes so much... It's not easy to love someone so much and not be able to be with them on a daily basis... So I want to keep doing stuff that makes the time pass fast so that I could see him again. Sewing is one of those things. It makes time fly. And on top of that, I get clothes and things like that done. I've completed many projects that have been waiting for ages. And I'm pleased. But still think I should try to get some balance here. I'm often really exhausted. I think it would help to get some more fresh air and company.

I would like to watch more movies, but I don't really have any. So I've thought of hiring some next week. I'm thankful for any recommendations. ^^ (also about music)

One other thing that's on my mind is, do I have Celiac Disease? (keliakia, glutenintollerans) Cuz my mum has it. So I automatically have 10 % risk. And int the last months I've had many of the symptoms... Well well, I'll have to talk to the doctor soon. I already have an telephone appointment or something like that to discuss the matter. We'll just have to wait and see...

So a few bumps on my road still, but no matter what obstacles, I'll push through, because I have love. And that's all that matters in the end.

Love and hugs!

Skrivet av Paula, 2008-09-13 18:15