moments to share, moments to care
a relief
my friends who have known me for a long time, also know this very pathetic thing about me: i used to want to be a victim. not only did i complain about the present things, blaming them on the past experiences, using past as a constant excuse, but also i tried to put myself into various, even dangerous situations, where instinctively i knew the result would be me getting hurt, just so i could complain about it later.
that part is thankfully over.
at the moment, when i am so deep into my own personal problems, i don't feel any urge to tell anyone about it.
everything will pass eventually. no need to exaggerate things by talking about them.
but a drink would be nice.
so good to be different.
Skrivet av arlona, 2012-05-11 14:13
happy to hear
Skrivet av victim inside, 2012-05-14 10:55