moments to share, moments to care
two and a half years i tortured myself and others, without seeking help. there were several times when it felt like i've hit the rock bottom, but turns out there were so many levels of hell still waiting for me.
a few days ago it was the last drop. it is difficult to comprehend how this insanity became the normality of life, how much i have hurt myself, my loved ones, people around me, how many bridges are burnt, how many unnecessary words are said and irreversable actions taken.
i just wish i had gotten the help i need sooner.
now it is time to heal.
Skrivet av arlona, 2017-05-16 20:37