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end of war
since i can remember myself, i've been at war with myself.
mind has been active 24/7, analyzing, overthinking, preparing for attacks, seeking for potential dangers.
i didn't allow myself to feel true emotions, in fear they weren't as they are "supposed to be". my mind controlled who was i allowed to be, how to feel, what to think, and punish myself heavily if it didn't match the expectations.
it is over now.
the danger has ended. my mind can finally rest.
feelings can float freely.
and there is no such thing as wrong feelings.
Skrivet av arlona, 2018-06-05 14:49