moments to share, moments to care
has talent
my life pretty much has turned back to normal. which i appreciate. actually i've learned to appreciate a lot of things. my friends, foremost. they are my allies, my strong wall to hide from wind. they are the bridge over the gorge of desperation. and one thing i can promise myself - i will try to be a better friend for them, cuz they sure as hell deserve it.
then, i still appreciate music in my life. there have been morning when i wake up and amazingly feel the urge NOT to listen to my player cuz it felt like i've heard every single song already. silence has been the best music for at that time. silence and raindrops that pull me into the infinity of longing for something beyond.
i want to compose. i'd love to put down how i feel but in music. but i ain't good enough for that yet. i wanna touch peoples hearts. and play the strings of their souls. switch off their minds and give in for feelings. disappear and let sounds wrap you in so tight that you're catching for a breath. a deep one.
atm i can only keep playing. maybe someday. maybe..
Skrivet av arlona, 2008-11-20 15:10
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