moments to share, moments to care
guilt
so here it comes. he asked me out. not on a date, just for tea to spend an hour, so we woulnd't have to wait purposelessly before the rehearsal started. i agreed, cuz i like him. he's really cool. i know he used to be into me and he still seems to though he has a gf (never stopped me before). but i respect him and his beloved and tbh i am simply not interested in. maybe a tiny bit.
but then someone asked me what was i doing while waiting. and i couldn't tell the truth. i couln't tell that i was going out with him for a cup of tea. i felt guilty. smth wasn't right. i still do a little. weird.
Skrivet av arlona, 2008-12-17 11:51
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