moments to share, moments to care
empty ness and abs
feels like a long time since i wrote anything last time.
at the same time i've realized that so many ppl know about this blog that i got to be careful of what i'm writing down. from one side, nothing has happen. i feel quite empty inside. no feelings. no pain. no joy. atm it feels like i'm going through the motions. just existing. filling space and time. blank.
so i'm working out. that is the one way i can make myself feel alive.
load. pain. cold. need them in big amounts to feel i'm worthy.
Skrivet av arlona, 2009-01-23 01:09
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