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moments to share, moments to care

dad gives you greetings, asks not to come.
brother is abroad.
ex comes with flowers, leaves with another one.
mom has dementia, calls you in a boys name.

there is a ship. there is a dog.at least you know how it started.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-24

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i wish i wasn't so proud and eager to push away people i deeply care about in fear they might hurt me.
i've lost the best ones.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-22

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i'm a big fan of new beginnings and starting over.
new chapters.

now i got what i desired. a new beginning.

i will finally go to china. i will finish my book. i will get my finances together, quit smoking and drinking. walk. work out. ride a bike. and be single.

now i know what it means to be treated with respect.
i also know what it means to have passion.

i am too old for games, manipulations, yet i'm not not old enough to die on a couch in front of tv.

my life has been colorful.

i want to be a good person. to do the right thing. and have fun in ways that doesn't harm me or people around me.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-19

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should be a little nuts. otherwise it's just a bunch of tuesdays tied together.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-14

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was i ever myself?

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-11

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didn't think i would ever feel so wrecked again.

then again, i brought it on myself.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-12-05

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ridicule
violent opposition
acceptance

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-11-29

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ok, the first step to healing is admitting the flaw, right?

well, here it is:

i am arrogant.
i love talking about myself.
i hate small talk.
i love talking about ideas, plans, events, because those enriches my world and personality.

in my defense:

i'm at 24/7 service to pretty much anyone, that's common sense.
i don't let people in in fear of back stabbing and rumors.
i never spill secrets, talk behind the back, indulge in gossip, humiliate on purpose (arrogant people don't have time for that, right?)
i don't mind if people don't pay any attention to me.

i might not be good person. but at least i try to minimize the damage.

Skrivet av arlona, 2017-11-23

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