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i hate that talking to specific people emphasize all my flaws. and in this demotivating way that makes me feel like i'm damaged good already and there is nothing to do to fix it.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-10-06

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started feeling like bridget jones, so decided to stop giving an insight. anyhow, this helpd me understand that i am way more social than i thougth, it is just that sometimes unfortunately i have more quantity than quality, which is the sad part. other than that - things are looking up. no reason to freak out.

thanks for everyone who wasn't bored to death.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-10-05

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sometimes i seem better at pissing off people rather than making them happy. this saddens me when its about ppl that i really care about and who get pissed at me for silly reasons. example - my dad hung up on me, because we prefer different political parties. first time in 3 years when he hangs up on me. he even accepted when i told him i'm no longer christian and believe me, i thought he was gonna never wanna see me again.

anyhow, to sum up: i should really stop drinking.
october 1st went like this:

problem solving - zero. well i got my drivers license permit :) so this city has become oe careless driver student richer :)

treating myself - drinking with an old school buddy and watching twilight. beer and pringles on the menu :)

exercise - 1st day in weeks back in gym! unfortunately since the gym was selling out memberships for half price, fridays in gym are no longer for max 5 people who have no lives and are working out. i was disappointed to see the gym being full of noobs....

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-10-02

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ER

finally i've learned how to save lives instead of destroying them.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-09-29

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walking to work today and feeling the Indian summer sun shine on my cheeks.
funny to watch people with their tiny little morning habits - two joggers pass me and their heavy breathing takes a perfect part in the melody of the street sounds. a tram passes by and i see plenty of sleepy people starting their day - one of them, an old man holding newspaper. must be some kind of political shit again, but hey, sun is shining, who cares?

a teenager walks across, drinking his daily energy drink intake. yupp, i can feel that this is his "morning coffee", must be! a woman paces fast, but she throws a glance over the bridge and slows down a bit, while smoking her cigarette.

leaves are colorful.
air is saturated and full or excitement.
and i? i'm just happy to be a part of it.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-09-24

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When you've given up the drink and those nasty cigarettes
Now I leave the party early at least with no regrets
I watch the sun as it comes up, I watch it as it sets
This is as good as it gets.

(something tells me that i've posted this song already, but this one never gets old)

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-09-21

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Because i ain't worth it.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-09-19

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can't believe i made the mistake i despise people for - oh yes, all mighty ego of mine proved the point and won the argument. but lost friends in the process.

won't i ever just shut my everlasting mouth and stop pretending to be a besserwisser?

i'm sorry.

Skrivet av arlona, 2010-09-11

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