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moments to share, moments to care

the ghosts of the past are haunting me. all of them. and they are so many.
faces, voices, expressions, intentions, failures, oh god, failures foremost. it seems like this spiritual journey has stirred up some unfinished business. things i have excelled at covering up, pretending they don't exist. all of them have surfaced at once.

i hope i'll have the courage to face them, sort them out and leave them where they belong - in the past.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-12-26

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i must admit, i don't think i have ever filled up any resolution as i did the last one

i quit my job. enjoyed the summer. and am writing this entry from peru. not bad. not bad at all. in fact, this year has been the most difficult and challenging in my life. never before have i had so many obstacles to overcome emotionally. but thankfully, the sun, the food, the music the people and the great changes foremost have put me back on my track and beyond.

new challenges? bring it on! let's take into account that in 2016 i will turn 30.

so the next years challenges are as follows:

1. finish the novel (tbh i'm already seeing failure here, i'm putting it off already and making excuses)
2. buy a motorbike
3. move back into my apartment and make it epic
4. get the best body of my life (or keep the existing, it's pretty epic already)
5. rock my job
6. start saving up for a new property. yes, yes, i know, i know. dream those little dreams. but well, i love...

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-12-17

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and sometimes... you never look at the people the same way again.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-12-07

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"you can cut the flower, but you can't cut the roots"

che

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-12-05

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i am broken. i lost the spark once again. the childish ability to laugh about anything. the naive joy about simple pleasures. the careless and optimistic "it will work out either way" attitude.

and i want it back.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-12-02

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there is some pain we deal best with on our own.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-11-19

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"I had to let it happen, I had to change
Couldn't stay all my life down at heel
Looking out of the window, staying out of the sun

So I chose freedom
Running around, trying everything new
But nothing impressed me at all
I never expected it to."

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-10-25

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the seaweed is always greener
in somebody else's lake
you dream about going up there
but that is a big mistake
just look at the world around you
right here on the ocean floor
such wonderful things surround you
what more is you lookin' for?

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-10-06

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