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i don't think i have ever been as honest towards myself as i am now.

myself and others.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-19

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the best way to fill that void inside you is giving selflessly. not taking selfishly.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-13

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sometimes it feels like despite the endless tries, i still haven't learned anything.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-09-02

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quite a long time has passed so i can finally write down the objective conclusions of a shitty experience.

i was spending a lot of time pitying myself for my childhood traumas, now i take a step back and see how much pain and suffering is there in people all around me. finally, instead of focusing on my own bruises, i can actually be a better friend and focus on listening more than talking.

i was living in a fantasy world. not regarding my values, those ones have only strengthened, but my expectations of relationship. i was expecting a story, a fairy tale, a miracle. and resented everything that wasn't as "perfect" as my imaginary world. including myself. now i can see that relationships just like friendships are based on respect, common interests and sense of humor, not mutual games, manipulation, tricks and treats.

and yes, the values. more than ever i am sure that my moral compass works just fine. it is worth to be a genuinely good person. there are plenty of us out there (i'm saying, hoping to...

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-08-15

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what if you stop being cynical and ironic and suddenly are perceived as boring instead?

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-08-11

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and just like that. i got my spark back.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-07-08

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some painful memories are useful to ponder about.

they remind you of who you are and who you want to be.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-05-19

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with years and events the illusion of what a family is, dissolves into nothingness.

at last, another mystery is solved, and another family member is off the wishlist.

at least i know who my people are.

Skrivet av arlona, 2015-05-19

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